It came as a shock. Wala akong nasabi kundi “Oh My God!” (ang arte noh? e sa yun ang nasabi ko e) nang makita ko ang result ng pregnancy test na ginawa ko nung August 31. I was feeling so much pain in my abdomen that I was worried already. I know we were trying to get pregnant but I was thinking a week before that that the pain and discomfort I was having was because I’m gonna have my period once again. Sabi ko nga dun sa isang VIF teacher, “Paso! Wala na naman! Padating na e. ” since I was feeling the cramps already.
Hindi ko akalain, subalit , ngunit, datapwat… yun na pala yun.
A few days before that, we have to move from one house to the other. Our due date was August 31. We have to move the sofa and the dining set two days before. Sobrang malalaki at mabibigat ang mga binuhat namin, may tama pa balikat ko dahil nabagsakan nung isang paa nung mesa, solid na kahoy pa man din. Abah! Buhat lang ako ng buhat kahit nananakit na. Malay ko ba naman na buntis ako no! Well, mukhang makapit naman ang anak ko, andito pa rin sya at namumuo sa loob ko. I can’t wait for the day my baby will be out. And sakit naman po kasi ngayon pa lang.
I had my first visit to the doctor yesterday. Sa wakas! I was reassured that my baby is growing in the right place and growing well. Sa sakit na mga nararamdaman ko kasi feeling ko nasa labas ng bahay ang baby ko e. Well, hindi ko pa naman naranasan na magkaron ng baby sa labas ng bahay bata, based on what I heard and what I have read, everytime I am in pain I can’t help myself but worry. Thank goodness I was reassured yesterday, salamat sa mga midwife at doctor na tumingin sakin.
Sa tingin ko lang kahit na mahal manganak dito at kahit na sabihin na mahal magkaanak dito, mas di hamak na maganda pa rin manganak dito. Kung sa pinas kasi ngayon pa lang naiisip ko na pinagmumukha nakong tanga ng mga doctors e. Sa pinas kasi parang mga diyos na kung umasta e nakaupo sa langit hehehe, para bang sinasabi lagi na “don’t ask, you wouldn’t understand anyway.” The doctors and midwives in here are really nice and helpful. They were so friendly to me yesterday that I can’t help but relax and enjoy the process myself. Kahit kitang-kita ang kabuuan mo at nakatiwangwang ka sa harap nila, sobrang nakakatuwa sila. When I told them it was my first time to do the procedure they explained to me first what they are going to do before even doing it. The midwife was so helpful all throughout, guiding me through the process and making sure I am relaxed just to get the right results. I enjoyed it so well when they did the ultrasound. Kahit feeling ko trespassing na ang mga machines, kahit lima na silang andun nanonood ok lang kasi narinig ko ang heartbeat ng anak ko. Yahoo! Hehehe buhay sya! Nakita ko! Andun sa loob ko! The doctor even took a picture of it! Kahit diko maintindihan ang picture, basta sabi ng doctor yung anak ko daw yun e, ok na hahaha!
All I’m praying right now is for my child to be well and healthy until the day we get to see each other face to face…
love you anak!
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2 Responses:
October 17th, 2007 at 8:45 pm
Am so excited for you Ces and Bon! Take good care of yourself and the baby.
Ninang Belle
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